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| Wednesday, October 4th, 2006 | | 11:12 pm |
How do you have a discussion that you fear wont end the way you want it to...I dont even know where to start... | | Saturday, September 16th, 2006 | | 6:02 pm |
Great Song: My Stupid Mouth my stupid mouth has got me in trouble I said too much again to a date over dinner yesterday and I could see she was offended she said "well anyway" just dying for a subject change oh, another social casualty score one more for me how could I forget mama said "think before speaking" no filter in my head oh, what's a boy to do? I guess he better find one soon we bit our lips she looked out the window rolling tiny balls of napkin paper I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker and I could see clearly an indelible line was drawn between what was good, what just slipped out and what went wrong oh, another social casualty score one more for me how could I forget mama said "think before speaking" No filter in my head oh, what's a boy to do? I guess he better find one soon I'm never speaking up again it only hurts me I'd rather be a mystery than she desert me oh, I'm never speaking up again starting now one more thing why is it my fault? so maybe I try too hard but it's all because of this desire I just want to be liked; I just want to be funny look like the joke's on me so call me Captain Backfire oh, another social casualty score one more for me how could I forget mama said "think before speaking" no filter in my head oh, what's a boy to do? I guess he better find one soon I'm never speaking up again it only hurts me I'd rather be a mystery than she desert me oh, I'm never speaking up again I'm never speaking up again I'm never speaking up again starting now | | Friday, September 15th, 2006 | | 12:44 am |
words of wisdom...
Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course! Each of us has such a bank. Its name is TIME. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the "tomorrow." You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness, and success! The clock is running. Make the most of today. To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade. To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby. To realize the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet. To realize the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who missed the train. To realize the value of ONE-SECOND, ask a person who just avoided an accident. Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time. Remember that time waits for no one. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present! | | Thursday, September 14th, 2006 | | 9:41 pm |
So its time for a break from alcohol for awhile...its been a while since I have gotten sick and last night was not fun for me...We shall see how long the break actually lasts. Other then that no new events or news in my life...hope you enjoyed the short message from me... message of the day: "Nothing worthwhile is easy." | | Monday, September 11th, 2006 | | 1:19 pm |
Wow I so have not been on here in a really long time...so whats going on with me. I still live in San Marcos, in a house with 3 people and then sometimes our extended roomies...haha. My life is still extremely complicated, and I seem to have the luck of when one thing starts to go right I find a way to screw it up or something goes wrong all of a sudden...i dont know what to think anymore...i mean its hard enough for me to trust people anymore since I have trusted people so easily and gotten screwed over because of it...I definitely know that I have to be careful who I put trust in...It takes time but in the end if they are a good person I will be able to...I just realized that I am rambling now...haha... The past month or so has been crazy....I have decided that my house is a constant drinking scene...haha...I dont think there has been a day since we moved into this house that atleast one of us wasnt drinking and I am including our extended roomies into this as well...although its still good times and I wouldnt give it up for anything, I am gaining friendships that are really great and just what I need in my life right now. (some more complicated then others...but thats an entirely different story, that I havent entirely figured out yet.) School has been drama lately but that is an extremely long drawn out story that the people that need to know already do so I wont type it out here..haha... message of the day: Nothing has a certainty, you wont know the outcome until you try, you cant be afraid of failure... | | Tuesday, April 19th, 2005 | | 5:34 pm |
| | Wednesday, March 30th, 2005 | | 6:46 pm |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLIVIA!!! Congrats you are now 21 years old, so now you can legally do things we all know you already have done... So I havent updated in awhile...I have kinda been taking a break from writing out the things that have been happening in my life on journals, cause they seem to be causing problems. So I will continue to post but I wont be using this journal to vent my feelings out. | | Monday, February 21st, 2005 | | 12:37 am |
So after having about a half hour phone conversation with someone on the phone tonight, I have come to the desicion that my efforts and tears are better spent on something more productive like getting out of school and the prospects of other boys. I will continue to have a friendship with this person but I believe that as far as the romantic issues goes, that part of my life with him is over. Wow I didnt realize how good it would feel to get this all out, well here goes, a fresh start to find a better me. I Love all my friends who have been there for me through all of this, you have been my lifesavers. Current Mood:  content | | Thursday, February 17th, 2005 | | 2:33 am |
Reply to this post with your answers, and then post this in your blog to see what people say about you! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? and why not? 15. Do you want me, and if so in what ways (friend, girlfriend, fuck buddy, fellow ninja, etc)? 16. If you had me would you ever let me go? 17. Is there a song that describes me to you, or about you and me? 18. When you know you're about to see me do you get giddy like a school girl? 19. What physically sticks out the most about me? 20. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? | | Wednesday, February 16th, 2005 | | 10:55 pm |
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| | Tuesday, February 15th, 2005 | | 12:27 am |
i only wish:
The perfect boyfriend: Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heart beat... the guy who will stay awake just to watch you sleep-wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you're in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup- one who's constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you, the one who turns to his friends and says, "that's her..." | | Monday, February 14th, 2005 | | 4:55 pm |
You Are 20 Years Old |
20
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
| | | 3:07 pm |
fake people
So some interesting things have happened over the past week, a lot of drama that I am done dealing with. Im glad to say that some of it is done and everything is starting to get back to normal. There are certain things that are pissing me off, but they are mostly small, non significant things that i am choosing to ignore half the time, dont worry its not about any of my freinds. Valentines Day....well sucks, i think its the worst idea for a holiday ever. I mean lets make a holiday that is for people that have a significant other, wow way to make those of us that are single feel really great that day. So I have decided to change what i call it and say happy singles awareness day instead. Bitter? yes i am. Being single has its moments where i enjoy it but for the most time i miss having someone to call at night or to hangout with, and share a bad day. But until the one guy comes along i will have to deal, cuz life goes on. I am a true believer that there is a person out there for all of us. But for right now i just want a bf...haha. Current Mood:  blah |
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